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Name: Nikki
Birthday: 7/18/1990
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Interests: writing, reading, tomatos, boys, Orlando Bloom, Rupert Grint, the smell of vanilla, Pride and Prejudice, Macs, France, Australia, England - Europe ((!)), Gillmore Girls, The O.C., American Dreams, 60's Music, The colors pink and green, ipods, ipod socks and accessories, the history channel, British accents, British boys, the beach, shopping, talking, daydreaming, watching old movies, making new movies, going to the movies, Mr. Potato Heads, pink shoes, short sleeves, bright colors, white shoes, flip-flops, bar-be-ques, going to the beach, porch nights, roasting marshmallows, swimming pools, warm weather, cheeseburgers, doing nothing, road trips, *clam bakes*, Sunday nights without early Monday mornings, sleeping in, staying up, talking on the phone till midnight, tanning, late sunsets, birds waking me up, airconditioning, ankle socks, Maine, SUMMER!!! <3


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Thursday, May 05, 2005

Quotes! Quotes! Quotes! Yay!

So just keep screaming..
___<3 no one's listening

&& to be completely honest
your nothing like the rest.

Don't look now - -
- - things just got worse

I'd really rather die
than have to see you smile
at her- - -<|3

yea i`m alone.
but i dont need happy couples
in the halls to remind me<3

So just hit play<3
__ and watch my life fall apart

go ahead and kiss her
& make sure you do it
right while im looking

So here's to teenage romance _______<3
And never knowing why it hurts like hell

I hate you for this

it's the loneliest feeling in the world; to find yourself
standing up when everyone else is sitting down. to have everybody look at you and say, "what's the matter with
her?" i know what it feels like. walking down an empty
street, listening to the sound of your own footsteps.
shutters closed, blinds drawn, doors locked against you.
and you aren't sure whether you're walking toward
something, or if you're just walking away.

And she just wasn't good enough
And she'd kill for the day she would be.

&& your really killing me inside..

if this is what you want; then it is worth it all
forget the risks. take the fall.

you used to make me feel like i
| [ |e x i s t e d| ] |

you look around
and realize
your the only one
without someone to love

I suck at life
and it's all your fault

she keeps her secrets. tries to `'
hide her past because everythinq
lately has qone way too fast ;;

- - everythinq i know
about breakinq hearts - -
i've learned from you

sometimes no matter how long or
how hard you've loved someone
they'll never love you back & no
matter how much its hurts you`ll
have to be okay with that ___ x3

i hate you SO MUCH
But I'd take you back in a heartbeat <33

&& everytime we **kiss
I'd swear that i could | [ ( fly ) ] |

just when you've had enough
life just gives you more .
&& just ;; when you think it's
rained `'enough it starts to fuckinq poor*

&& after all that's been said & done
you're just a part of me that i can't
let go

A woman knows when you look in her eyes
&& see someone else

- - the notebook

]|[ You are never given the ability to wish ]|[
] | [ Without having the ability to make your wish come true ] | [

I know right now your broke in two
but did you know
my heart`s been broken since the day i met you..

I don't wanna be so shy
every time that I'm alone I wonder why
hope that you will wait for me
you'll see that you're the only one for me

((I look up at the night sky and I know you see))
((exactly what I see))

&& the worst way to miss someone
is to be sittinq right beside them ;; `'
knowing that you can't have them

And while it seemed so easy to sit there looking at you and tell myself that I don't need you...In reality no matter how many times I try to tell myself that, I'll always know...Each time I look at you...you're the only one I need.

I only wish you were as happy
as your pretending to be

So just *dance* a little
And let your problems
s o l v e t h e m s e l v e s

(( Best Friends make the cutest couples <3 ))

&& do not for
one moment think that
you. know. me.
just because you know my name.

I loved you once, you loved me not,
I loved you twice, but I forgot,
you never loved me, you never will,
but even so, I love you still <33

- dying -
is an art
like everything else
- i do it exceptionally well -

&& she wants you
&& i want you
&& you want her
&& she wants us to be best friends forever

Don't worry about breaking my heart... it's not like it ever meant anything to me...

I swear, I never loved you, either.

- -I just can't look
It's killing me- -

&& maybe life just isn't for everyone...

Lives are for living I live for you
Dreams are for dreaming I dream for you
Hearts are for beating mine beats for you
Angels are for keeping. Can I keep you?

So how about we rewrite this book
you can love me and I'll ignore you.

explaining my love for you
is like trying to explain colors
to a blind person

You are the only one who ever really knew me

&& you told me you loved me
&& I knew you were lying

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(( x ))
nikki


Monday, May 02, 2005

Another update for you since I have no life:

and you stood at
my door with your*
hands on my waist
and you kissed me-
like you meant it*
i knew you meant it

Is it the heat? Is it the freedom? I think we all get so crazy because we realize all at once that life really isnt going to last forever, so we take those perfectly sunny days and live. We live so fully in those 3 months that it'd be impossible not to go just a little nuts. And in the end, when the summer fades so suddenly into fall, we'll be glad we did...

Always have hope for the guy
who turns around when he's walking away <3

when you`re down - i may not be able to pick you back up - but i promise i`ll be willing to lay right down next to you

isn't it funny how when you want
it the most ;; you can't have it &&
when you have it you don't care
and once you lose it, you'd do - -
» anythinq to qet it back . . <|3

//All we can do is sit and watch our lives ending\\
one.
minute.
at a time.

))One day you are going to wake up((
((and realize how much you care about her...))
))and when that day comes, she'll be
((waking up next to the guy who already knew))

The best feeling in the world is when you turn around to look at the guy you care about
|[ and he’s looking back at you. ]|

You forgive me for liking you too much –
I’ll forgive you for not liking me enough.
You forgive me for the loud racing of my heart –
I’ll forgive you for not hearing it.
You forgive me for finding you so cute –
I’ll forgive you for never noticing.
You forgive me for wanting to be with you –
I’ll forgive you for avoiding me.
You forgive me for being so pathetic –
I’ll forgive you for taking advantage of it.
You forgive me for not being able to let go -
I’ll forgive you for never having held on.

The next time a girl breaks your heart,
think of how happy I could have made you

I don't really want to work it out
and I don't really wonder what your all about

I don't know much
but I know I don't need you.

I was to busy falling in love with you to worry about anything else

you cant tell it from the pictures
or all the memories you have
but behind this lighted mirror
is a broken piece of glass

'Cause I want nothing more
Than to sit outside Heaven's door
And listen to you breathing

i love those fake fights
we have when we`re together
because
i know that if i walk away
you will come after me.

Shes staring at the clock...
counting the seconds till the class is over
then suddenly she hears his laugh,
and it makes it all worth the wait.

I was such a fool for you
all the things I said were true

» true love fights back

I lay down on my bed toinght
wondering why i care..
I needed you, i came for you,
That's why i was there..
I walked a mile in your shoes
A mile more in mine
I searched my heart, and your heart
but it's me i can't seem to find
I held you close & whispered truth
& said solemn goodbyes
But anything i hear from you
are lies that bleed & die..

It's easy to say i hate you
But it's so hard to mean it.

True friends are the ones that when you're crying your eyes out,
are pulling the tissues from their purses;;
The one's making you laugh so hard that you could pee;;
and the one's who aren't teaching you how to dance,
they are the ones shoving you onto the table saying;
lets go girl <3

you`re everything to me
but im just another girl to you

its scary when someone you -know-
becomes someone you [ knew ]

PLease don't let it rain
on me
Because I've realized I can't rely on you for what I need

&& She's only as beautiful as the saddest rainstorm

... So kiss me hard because this might be the last time that I'll let you.

&& they rise in the mornings
&& they sleep in the dark
&& Nobody can see it
But she's falling apart

I'm a star
but i'll fade

I'f I'm only gonna be another line in your book
than cross me out.

She's smiling.
Is she happy?
She looks happy.
So it doesn't matter.

&& I only want to hear I'm beautiful

stop the world
i wanna get off.

i saw him first. i knew him first. i liked him first. i loved him first.
and i told
youu all of this. youu told me i was dumb and that he was ugly.
but then,
something happened and he asked youu out. youu said YES,
even though
youu knew i loved him. .. and youu`re supposed to be my
best friend?

i`m not taken,
but my heart is. <3

+ kiss away everything i have ever feared <3

They were compltely in love.
But then she woke up.
so whats it gonna take
for a guy like you to love a girl like me <3

And I'll leave a l a s t i n g impression

~Sometimes the 2 people who are -meant- for each other
-->are the last 2 to realize it

I saw them standing there pretending to be just friends,
when all the time in the world could not pry them apar

never regret what you`ve done
because at one point. what you`ve done
was EXACTLY what you wanted to do

breaking your heart was not in the plan.
i never expected you to care:<33:

i dont hate her
i hate that you love her

i'm not a little girl anymore
i've learned who to trust and
who to ignore

If you tell a man there are 300 billion stars in the universe,
he'll believe you..
But if you tell him a parkbench has just been painted..
he has to touch it to be sure.

Eventually she is going to move on...

it`s hard waiting around for something that youu know will NEVER happen
but it`s even HARDER realizing that it`s all youu want. _____

Suicide is a permenant solution
To a temporary problem. < - -

its hard to grow up in a world
where you'll never be the pretty girl..
everyone seems to have everything you've ever wanted
and your d.r.e.a.m.s always end up ..
[one cloud away]

my eyes have stopped searching, because
ii can honestly say - my heart has found `
exactly what it`s been looking for ... <3

seems like ever since the first day we met ..
theres N0 0NE elsse i think of more then you
i cant seem to forget ` i cant seem to get you'
out of my head guess the verdict is in.. im so
___absolutely crazy over you x33

yeah, me and you are the only REAL thing that matters in my life <3

after it`s all said and done, don`t think for a second i forgot how youu fought for me <3

i dont know what you want
or what else is left to say. if
it was meant to happen. _
then it will....[(someday)]

i'd rather fight with you
then love anybody else <3

he can`t be the PERFECT GUY until he wants youu
…. as much as youu want HIM

i feel like hanging myself
with a barbed rope
on the tallest and shadiest tree
swinging from left to right
with a smile on my face.
I hope you're h a p p y now
^

Me && U - we'd be perfect for each other

..so once again ..
i`ll feel my heart break over something
that was ONLY in my head ..
but don`t forget ..
i meant EVERY word i should of left
UNSAiD .. <3

*i think our love can do anything we want it to*

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((x)) nikki ((x))


Sunday, May 01, 2005

Quotes! Yay!:

so make her laugh a little and help her get through

and i don't see how you could ever be anything but mine

i told him i loved him && the feeling was mutual,
he loved himself too.

how come whenever you like a guy
some other --»«-- girl likes him too
and they have like a million times
better chance of haven him then you

if i was drop dead gorgeous, was PERFECT,
and could have any guy in the world
i would still pick him<33

the other day ..
i sat down and watched all my childhood movies ..
beauty and the beast
cinderella
snow white
and the little mermaid
you know all those good, cute movies
but there`s something that i dont understand ..
in all of them
they end .HaPPiLy eVeR aFteR.
they get the PeRfeCt <33 guy ..
that will LoVe them forever
and i dont get it ..
yeh its really nice to dream
but ? hOw CoMe ? it never happens ...
why cant I be perfect
the beautiful girl who ends up
with the guy of there dreams
aLwaYs there for me ..
helping me through ..
guiding & leading me
to the right path`s in life to suceed
be happy with myself
and what i have in life
and be grateful for it all
& i started to cry cuz
i know that i really already found
my prince charming but i know in the end
of mY FaiRyTaLe
he`ll never be mine ..

"...because you're beautiful and you don't know it.
because you're smart and you don't believe it.
you're the kind of girl that guys never get over,
you're the kind of girl that other girls get compared to...."

...But once you know love...there is no going back

No one can make me laugh like you do..

As i lay there in your arms, i drew the letters "I- L-O-V-E Y-O-U" on ur back....thinking u weren't paying attention...and then u looked at me and said "i love you too"...

things tend to fall into place once you stop trying to forcefully fit them together

Of course your life sucks..
You never give it a chance to be anything great..

I'm just a girl..
Standing in front of a boy..
Asking him to love her...

i saw you and your NEW girlfriend the other day. and i expected her to be so much more then she was. i checked out her .style. ; the way she smiled. the way she moved ; the things she said. the way she looked at me like " i got your man " and i was thinking " no -hun-.. you got my WH0LE W0RLD.

No girl's life is complete without dancing around in her underwear ar night with her best friend

i love someone who doesnt even know my name

i want him to kiss me in front of his friends and tell me that im b e a u t i f u l

she has bite marks on her tongue from all the things she never said

&& nobody knew how much she blamed herself

&& she wishes everyday for someone to catch her when she falls. <33

a beautiful girl with gorgeous eyes
a hidden world of hurt and lies
its hard for her to [ realize ]
love isnt all about the butterflies

i can't remember one answer to my MULTIPLE CHOICE test
but i seem to remember every word you ever spoke to me.

i dOn`t want that bOy that pOints at meeh & says. . .
- yeah, that`s her -
i want that boy that will have his arms around meeh*
when his boys ask. . .
|[ so is this the girl you`re always talkin` about? ]| <333

Hello means:
H- have you missed me?
E- everything all right?
L- like to see you
L- like to be with you
O- obviously I miss you
juss wanna say hello to you.

if ever there is tomorrow when we're not together.. there is something you must always remember. you are braver than you believe ; stronger than you seem ; and smarter than you think. but the most important thing is, even if we`re apart.. i`ll always be with youu.
-- WiNNiE THE P0OH

when hot isnt hot
and cold isnt cold
when people start growing young
instead of old
when 1+1 doesnt equal 2
is the day ill stop lovin you <33

take a bow .. hear the applause? ..
my heart is broken and your the cause ..
i played your game and it looks like youve won ..
congratulation i hope you had fun ..

"Even if you think you have nothing worth
stealing..someone will come along &
steal your tail" -Eeyore

a guy likes this girl at school, & she's talking with her friends.
he see's her & walks riight up to her.
he looks at the tag on her shirt & says to his friends,
" i knew it, made in heaven "

Should I smile because we’re friends?
Or cry because that’s all we’ll ever be?

A girl and a guy can be just friends, but at one point or another they will fall for each other. Maybe temporarily, maybe at the wrong time, maybe too late, or maybe . . just maybe . . forever

There might be other fish in the sea, but you'll always be my Nemo.

1,377 teenagers become mothers
1,106 teenage girls get an abortion
500 adolescents begin using drugs
4,219 teenagers get a sexually transmitted disease
1,000 adolescents begin drinking alcohol
3,610 teens are assulted..80 are raped
2,861 teens drop out of school
420 children are arrested for drug abuse
5,388 youth are arrested
6 teens commit suicide..
Everyday

The PRETTiEST people
do the UGLiEST things..

im sorry that im not beautiful
im sorry im not whatever your looking for
we`re like soap & water... we stick together
..best friends til` we go down the drain

lets make a scene----lights.camera.heartbreak

A Friend's Love says:
" If you ever need anything, I'll be there.
True Love says:
" You'll never need anything; I'll be there."

Don't speak to me in Italian!
It's too adorable
^ I don't know why I find that so amusing

Your body is 70 percent water, so don't worry:
Even if you were to drown, only 30 percent of you would die.

He gave her 10 roses and said
if you hold these up to a mirror
you will see *eLeVeN* of the
most *BEAUTiFUL* things
in the whole entire world..

Life is a great big canvas,
|[ and you should throw all the paint you can on it <3 ]|

i wish my mom woulda told me the same thing
about people that she told me about horror movies.
"D0N`T W0RRY honey! they`re all f A k E. "

HATE iS A F0UR LETTER W0RD -- L0VE iS A F0UR LETTER LiE

::B:e:s:t::F:r:i:e:n:d::
is *10* letters but so is..
::L:y:i:n:g::B:i:t:c:h::

If I kill you and you kill me,
We'll take a picture,
Just think how romantic it will be.

TiMES LiKE THESE i LAY iN BED WiSHiNG THAT
I'D WAKE UP iN THE EMERGENCY R00M & HEAR
THE W0RDS.. ' SHE'S N0T G0iNG T0 MAKE iT '

CrAzY it seEms tO dAnCe iN tHe
RaIn BuT iTz tHoSe sILLy LitTle
tHiNgS ThAt tAkE aWaY mY pAiN

Boys are not pigs... pigs are cute, caring, and considerate!!!

Just remember, a true friend will stab you in the front

a promise is f o r e v e r*. . .
. . .at least that`s what they say. . .
but
|[( WELC0ME T0 REALiTY )]|
they`re |B|R0|K||E|N everiiday. . .

Hey look on the bright side...
not everyone hates you as much as I do.

someone call an ambulance, because somethings not right
"People say nothing is impossible,
but I do nothing every day."
-Whinnie The Pooh

i RaN Up THe DoOr
sHuT THe sTaiRs
GoT iN MY pRaYeRs
SaiD My PaJaMaS
JuMpEd iN THe LigHT
aND TuRnEd OfF My BeD
aLL bEcAuSe yOu KiSSeD My GoOdnigHt

Girls are like phones...
we liked to be held and talked to,
but if you push the wrong buttons,
you will be disconnected

Maybe if I had a prettier face...

Cinderella is proof that a pair of shoes can change your life.

i'm the kinda person that laughs at
jokes 3 times -» once, when its told
-» once... when its explained -» and
once 5 mins later when i finally get it

i hate how you whisper "I Love You".. like it's a secret..

Over 25% of Human Genes are the same as those of a [[[ banana. Get over yourself

-- » what you did to me has NO definition.... « --

Pretty girl is suffering,
while he c.o.n.f.e.s.s.e.s everything.
Pretty soon she'll figure out,
what his i.n.t.e.n.t.i.o.n.s were about.

*~*~Guys are like...~*~*~
roses. their absolutely gorgeouse, but watch out for the pricks!
toilets. the good ones are taken and the rest are full of crap.
parking spots. the good ones are taken and the rest are handicaped.
crayons. 64 is better then one.
M&M's...Some have nuts and some don't!
mascara...They run at the first sight of emotion.
lavalamps...Fun 2 look at but not very bright.
slinkies...they never work the way you want them to, but its fun to watch them fall down the stairs
stars...There's millions of them, but only 1 can make your wish come true.
beanie babies...They're cheap, their heads are full of stuffing and the really cute ones are hard to find.
diapers...They stick to your ass & are all full of shit. chocolate...They satisfy your craving But disappoint you in the end.
recipes: They have all the right ingredients, But they never turn out good.
dogs...You need to put them on a leash And hold on tight before they go barking up another tree.
old computers: They're slow, dependent on you, useless, don't comprehend with your needs, and makes funny noises.
CD's, you use them over and over, but every time, you get the same thing.
balloons: You like them for a while, then they get dull, and boring
tissues. you blow them then you throw them away.
dogs, when you say "lay" they expect a 'treat'
wine...They start out like grapes, and it's our job to stomp them in the dark until they get mature into something we'd like to have dinner with.
furbies...They look cute but are sure annoying!
blenders...You need one, but you're not sure why..
floor tiles...If you lay them right the first time, you can walk all over them for years.
placemats, They only show up when there's food on the table.
calendars...Good for a few dates, but you'll need a new one next year.
miracle Bras: pushy, pushy, pushy!
diamonds: you like them big, cut, and wrapped around your finger
light switches...even a 2 year old can turn them on!
e dolls, you play with them for as long as you can, then someone else wants to play with YOU
cell phones...You really only need one when your car breaks down.
high heels...They're easy to walk on once you get the hang of it.
curling Irons...They're always hot and always in your hair.
computers....Hard to figure out and dont have enough memory
coolers. load them with beer and you can take them anywhere.
mini skirts...If your not careful they'll creep up your legs.
coffee...The best ones are rich, warm, and can keep you up all night long.
kleenx...Soft, strong and disposible...Throw the used ones away.
remote controls...Simple, Easy to use, And usually lying around the TV.
government bonds. They take so long to mature.
horoscopes...They always tell you what to do and are usually wrong.
commercials...You can't believe a word they say.
fingernails...They look a lot better when they're buffed.
clowns...A few are cute and funny, but most are just creepy.
taxies,.Whenever you need one they arent there and when you dont need one they are everywhere!
a piece of gum...When they lose they're flavor, you pop in a new one!
pianos. What you get outta them depends on how you play them.
newborn babies. they're cute at first but then you get tired of cleaning up they're crap
crystals...They look good but you can see right through them.
buses... Another one will be along in 5 minutes..~*~*~

IN a worlD full Of CherriOs
Dare to be a fruit lOOp !!

love is when you tell a guy
that you like his shirt & he
wears it everyday <3

Real Eyes.Realize.Real Lies

attention: due to lack of interest... tomorrow has been officially cancelled

one boy ; one girl
2 hearts beating wildly
To put it mildly - it was love at first sight

she finally stoped playing their song
when she realized she was dancing alone
So I told him...
A REAL GiRL iSN`T PERFECT____*
A PERFECT GiRL iSN`T REAL `.

*cancel my subscription*
*im over your issues*

If Tylenol, duct tape, or a band-aid can’t fix it you have a serious problem

I’m not completely useless, I can be used as a bad example

When a girl complains that a guy has no heart... it usually means he has hers.

"I tell Nicky, with guys, they're only gonna want what they can't have. Nobody wants the beaten-up Prada purse on Canal Street. Everyone wants the brand-new colorful Louis Vuitton one that no one can get. Guys don't want the girl who's been around the block." - Paris Hilton

She acts like summer && walks like rain

today i prayed the car would
crash..youd hear the news &
youd think of me as much as
ive thought of you

I am the m u f f i n q u e e n
do not question my fluffly golden brown authority

"In a world of pollution, profanity, adolescence, zits,abuse, broccoli, racism, ozone depletion, sexism, stupid guys and PMS, why the hell do people still tell me to have a nice day?"

L0VE Y0Ur ENEMiES.<3
(( it pisses them off ))

Why can't you come to realize she loves you? Your all she thinks about, dreams about, wishes for, cries for. She loves you. She needs you. Lord knows how much she wants you. All she loved was you. All she needed was you. She thinks you're worth it, but she's wrong. You're not worth it....you're just another boy

& she |[whispers]| into the mirror, as she wipes the
running eyeliner from her eyes..."[[i'm stupid]]..."

to her hes EVERYTHiNG
but to him shes just
a n o t h e r g i r l<3

The scariest thing in life mst be to wake up when your old and realize you never really lived

&& it turns out Barbie's perfect world isn't so perfect after all

1. Only in America ...can a pizza get to your house faster than an ambulance.
2. Only in America ...are there handicap parking places in front of a skating rink.
3. Only in America ...do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their
prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front.
4. Only in America ...do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a diet coke.
5. Only in America ...do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters.
6. Only in America ...do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage.
7. Only in America ...do we use answering machines to screen calls and then have call waiting so we won't miss a call from someone we didn't want to talk to in the first place.
8. Only in America ...do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight.
9. Only in America ...do we use the word 'politics' to describe the process so well: 'Poli' in Latin meaning
'many' and 'tics' meaning 'bloodsucking creatures'.
10. Only in America ...do they have drive-up ATM machines with Braille lettering.

girls give and forgive - guys get and forget

So go ahead and take a picture *`'
'and hang it up so yOu can tear me down

Yes, there are a lot of FiSH in the SEA.
But I think there's a H0LE in my NET.

maybe i don't have the bL0ND HAiR you like
or maybe i don't have----» eyes like the sky
and i'm not sure if i'm the girl in your dreams
but i can show you what { love means } *`

caution: i may have the sudden urge to kiss you

Kisses are like ----» [ tears ].
The [ real ones ] you can't hold back.

so cut me like paper and tape me into something beautiful

Some people wish for a fairytale ending..
Im wishing for a story.

those who are afraid to fall
will never learn to fly

Three things in life should never be broken: toys, promises and hearts

Roses are red, violets are blue; sugar is sweet, but revenge is too.

PLEASE DON`T INTERRUPT ME WHEN I`M IGNORING YOUU.

it's crazy when a pers0n wants the imp0ssible
but it's insane when they kn0w this and still want it

"He could be a super model on every magazine cover with a six pack and arms the size of rocky but he'll never mean anything to me. He's no you."
-Paris Hilton

Please don't go away. No ones ever stuck around with me for so long, and if you leave I just..I remember things better with you. It's there I know it is cause when I look at you I can feel it. I look at you and I'm home. Please..I don't want that to go away. I don't want to forget.
- Finding Nemo.

It's the hardest thing in the universe
listening to the guy you love
talk about the girl you want to be.

I'd rather be b l i n d
than see - - > you
be happy with her

during the day at random times..
thoughts of youu fill my mind..
and i picture that smile youu gave me..
and i swear for that one second --»
[ i could barely breathe ]

''it was pouring rain, your mom came to
pick us up, but the car was like .. way
across the street. so you grabbed my
hand & we ran for it. nd it was probably
only about 10 seconds or so, but when
we got in the car all i could think about
was the fact that .. you held my hand."
* Dawson`s Creek *

ALWAYS REMEMBER...
Believe in your FAITH...
Believe in your GOALS...
Believe in your LOVE...
Believe in your FAMILY...
Believe in your FRIENDS...
And most importantly,
Believe in YOURSELF*

i smiled at you and you smiled
back were you thinking shes a
nice girl or were you thinking,
wow she's an a m a z i n g
girl, wait i know what you were
really thinking ..
so DONT tell me, my heart is all
ready broken enough... <|3

love? it's kinda complicated
but i'll tell you this..
the second you're willing to make yourself
miserable just to make someone else happy..
thats love right there

"eventuaLLy one of twO thingS wiLL hapPen-
eitheR he'LL reaLize youRe woRth it,
oR you'LL reaLize he iSnt .. "

Two tear drops were floating down the river.
One teardrop said to the other,
"I'm the teardrop of a girl who loved a man and lost him.
Who are you?"..."I'm the teardrop of the man who regrets letting a girl go..."

love is kind. it does not envy,
it does not boast, it is not proud. it is not
rude, it is not self-seekinq, it is not easily angered, it
keeps no records of wrong. love does not deliqht in evil
but rejoices with the truth. it always protects, always trust,
always hopes, always perseveres. love never fails. when i
was a child , i talked like a child, i thought like a child, i
reasoned like a child. when i became a woman, i put
childish ways behind me . now we see but a
poor reflection, as in a mirror; then we shall
see face to face. now i know in part;
then i shall know fully, even as i am
fully known . and now these
three remain; faith, hope
and love . but the
greatest of
these is
love.

i'm in a car underwater with time to kill
thinking back i forgot to tell you this
i didn't care that you left&abandoned me,
what hurts more is i would still die for you

The leading cause of dEaTh is liFe.

i*m sorry that i*m not *beautiful* or perfect .. deal with it .. i do...

If I tell you I love you, can I keep you forever?

with a broken wing, she carries her dreams
.. man you oughta see her fly

&& lets be like romeo and juliet
- fall in l0ve just to die -

C0RY : Okay topanga, its your turn. If you could change your mate into any animal, what pet would it be and why? And please... nothing fuzzy wuzzy.
T0PANGA : A falcon.
C0RY : Yes! A falcon! The hunter of all that`s fuzzy wuzzy.
T0PANGA : No, a falcon because i want you to be free to soar majestically as long as i know that you will always come back to me.

the first day i saw you,
i - kiSsEd - my heart
|[ g o o d b y e ]|

let's be nothing
i heard it lasts
f o r e v e r

-» to realize the value of a SiSTER
ask someone who doesn’t have one.
-» to realize the value of 10 YEARSz
ask a newly divorced couple
-» to realize the value of 4 YEARSz
ask a graduate
-» to realize the value of 1 YEAR
ask a student who failed the final exam
to realize the value of 9 M0NTHSz
ask a mother who gave birth to a new born
-» to realize the value of 0NE M0NTH
ask a mother who gave birth to a premature baby
-» to realize the value of 0NE WEEK
ask an editor of a weekly newspaper
-» to realize the value of 0NE H0UR
ask the lovers who are waiting to meet
-» to realize the value of 0NE MiNUTE
ask a person who has missed the train, bus, or plane
-» to realize the value of 0NE SEC0ND
ask a person who has survived an accident
-» to realize the value of 0NE MiLLiSEC0ND
ask the person who has won a silver medal in the Olympics
-» to realize the value of a FRiEND
lose one.

BOY:: what should i do?
GIRL:: just follow your heart
BOY:: what do you think my heart says?
GIRL:: idk... im not your heart
BOY:: your most of it

_-_-meant to be list-_-_
mickey+minnie
romeo+juliet
cookies+milk
pb + j
me+you

Men: Can't live with them, can't bury them in the back yard without the
neighbors seeing.

I have a stepladder.
It's a very nice stepladder
but it's sad that I never
knew my real ladder.

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Monday, April 25, 2005

Sorry this is such a short post, I have *TONS* of homework to do... Please subscribe or comment!!

((x)) nikki ((x))

She doesn't wanna be your whole world. She just
wants to be a tiny city. somewhere... anywhere on
your map.

I swear I'd rip my heart out if you said you'd be impressed

&& lately she'd do anything to make him turn his head...
anything to make him laugh or even look her way...

He realized he wanted her love back && not wanting to get hurt,
she said no. he cried to god and asked
- if it was really meant to be then why did he lose her? -
god replied, you didn't lose her. you let her go.

every woman should have four pets in her life. a mink in her closet, a jaguar in her garage, a tiger in her bed, and a jackass to pay for it all

people say that i have changed.
but what they don't know is that
i've just decided it's ok to be myself.

There is always this one boy...
and no matter what he does,
you just cannot stop crushing on him...

calling other girls fat won`t make you SKiNNY.
calling other girls [ DuMb ] won`t make you smarter.
hating people will *NEVER make you feel better

i dont want a guy who wouldnt have the courage to actually talk to me in school, and then say i love you online...i want a guy who will talk to me in school when he has a chance, say i love you in school, and wrap his arms around my waist and then people will say wow, they look so cute together...

&& her eyes screamed the saddest apology that anyone had ever heard

yesterday you asked me why i was crying
and i told you i didn't know, but that was a lie.
the truth is you were holding her to keep her warm
while i was freezing inside

if you can make a girl laugh you can make her do anything

He's my best friend, you know? The kind where at the end of the day I love to come home just to talk to him. The kind where I long for the weekend so I can see him. He's more than my best friend; he's my world....

&& now . . i'll write " i love you " down
the same number of times you said
it to me & i'll shove all the pages
down your throat so you can use
them on the next girl who thinks shes'
. [ y o u r e n t i r e w o r l d ] .

he gets her out of bed in the morning;
drags her to school, pulls her through her classes ;
brightens up her day and dosent even know he does it

Sometimes your best friend can hurt you more than your greatest enemy ever could
&& Sometimes you have to bREaK the rules.

Dealing with backstabbers, there was one thing I learned.
- They're only powerful when you got your back turned. -

just when youu least expect it
youu start to picture yourself
with him & youu think about
the way he makes youu happy
& youu see how it all makes
sense. & youu realize youu
care about him a lot more
than youu think x|3. _____

THERE ARE ONLY 2 KiNDSz OF LOVE STORiES I KN0W 0F
[ BOY LOSES GiRL ] 0R [ GiRL LOSES B0Y ]
BUT IN THE END ; 0NE GiRL & 0NE BOY,
B0TH WiTH THE BR0KEN HEARTS END UP FALLiNG
FOR E A C H O T H E R. Ox

&& it REALLY hurts when youu L0VE someone & they don`t even know it
&& it hurts even MORE when they know & they don`t CARE.

but then youu remember
he doesn`t need you like you need him

iTS FUNNY HOW i DONT WANT TO SHARE
SOMEONE WHOS NOT EVEN MiiNE <3__ *

- - Unlike Barbie - -
- - Me and My Girls - -
- - Are NOT - -
s o l d s e p e r a t e l y

Don't ask God for an easier life.
Ask him to make you a s t r o n g e r person.

&& it hurts.

All there's left to say is "I miss you."

People could actually learn from their mistakes
If they weren't so busy denying them.

&& Sometimes holding hands is holding onto
e v e r y t h i n g

you KNOW he loves you.. when
he knows e v e r y t h i n g about you,
- - > but still * loves you aNway . . .. *


Thursday, April 21, 2005

Yay for quotes!! Here's the update:

its hard living in a world where everyone gets what they
want and your dreams are always on the next cloud over

Roll our film baby
This is another one of our
romantic scenes
so act like you love me

It's really amazing when two strangers become best friends,
but it's really sad when two best friends become strangers.
there's millions of guys out there
but in the end it all comes down.
to 0NE && when you find the rite
person . . than all of a sudden  ;;
a n y t h i n g is  possible . .  <3

If you wanna feel the rush,
you gotta take the risk.

Live every moment like
There will never be a
S e c o n d c h a n c e

i act like this cause they said i wouldnt
& i do it ten times better cus they said i couldnt

You make me smile for the weirdest reasons
you make me laugh for no reason whatsoever
but most of all, you make me love you, when
i'm not supposed to be loving you at all

Opera is when a guy gets stabbed in the back
and, instead of bleeding, he s i n g s.

-->>It’s the friends you can call up at four a.m. that matter. <<--

HERE WE G0 AGAiN WiTH THE MiXED
SiGNALS & SEC0ND TH0UGHTS
 


LiFe dOesN’t hAVe tO be p e r f e c t * tO be
W o N d E r F u L

so, i'm [n o t] going to
stress over you anymore.
it just >>isn't worth it<<
i //tried// to work
something out, but all
you did was `ignore` it.
i'm not trying to say
that i ||don't want you||
because, well, i do.
all i'm saying is that i'm
done --> chasing after you.

when you`re down
- i may not be able to pick you back up -
but i promise
- i`ll be willing to lay right down next to you -

When girls are quiet...
Millions of things are running through their minds
when girls are not arguing...
They are thinking deeply
when girls look at you...
They are wondering how long you’ll be around
when girls answer "I’m fine" after a few seconds...
They aren’t fine
when girls call you everyday...
They want your attention
when girls want to see you everyday...
They want to be loved.
When girls say I love you...
They really mean it

i'll call you at 3am,
tears streaming down my cheeks.
you'll answer the phone
and immediately ask,
"babe, what's wrong?"

Somewhere between all our laughs... long talks... stupid little fights... and all our jokes...
I fell in love.<3

"If you love someone, you say it... You say it right then... Out loud... or the moment just... passes you by..." ---My Best Friend's Wedding

did you ever watch him walk away,
not wanting him to go, & whisper
"wow i love him"

sometimes everything falls together
when you least expect it
but just when you need it to the most

if we discovered that we only had five minutes
left to say all that we wanted to say every telephone
booth would be occupied by people calling other
people to tell them that they love them

and after all this time you still give me
})i({ butterflies })i({

Love is just one of those crazy things
that no matter how hard you try
you just can't find the words to tell
what your feeling inside

When I look into your eyes --
I know life can be beautiful
& I realize that I always notice
these things -- when I'm around you.

No, he’s not perfect but he’s perfect for me. He’s everything and anything I want him to be. I’ve tried to replace him but I knew it couldn’t be done because when it comes down to the one who really loved me, he’s the only one.

I remember every moment
of those endless summer nights..<3

There are two types of mints you never turn down in life:
breath mints and compliments.
Either way, someone is trying to tell you something.

|[Drama]| they always say they hate it
but its funny because they're the ones who create it

:: The Dirty Lookz - The Jealous Stares ::
......:: ..The Best Part Is.. ::......
:: Y o u T h i n k I C a r e ::

Take chances . Be young . Go crazy .
Drive fast . Kiss slow . No regrets.

one boy ; one girl
2 hearts beating wildly
To put it mildly - it was love at first sight
He smiled ; she smiled
They both knew right away
That this was the day they had been waiting for all their lives

WhEn Ur In LoVe.
Talk to her in movie theatres. Snuggle, Hold her hand, and lightly kiss her.Pick her up and pretend youre going to throw her in the river; she'll scream and fight you but secretly, she'll love it.Hold her hand and walk. Hold her hand and run. Just hold her hand. Pick flowers from other peoples YaRdS and give them to her. Tell her she looks beautiful. Introduce her to your friends as "The most amazing girl I know''. Sit in the park and talk to her. Take her to the library, ice skating, playgrounds, and coffee shops. Tell her dirty jokes. Tell her stupid jokes...Whatever it takes to make her LaUgH.Write poems about her. Throw pebbles at her window at night. surprise her. do things that make her smile, make her laugh, and make her want to kiss you right on the face. be spontaneous. When she starts yelling at you, tell her you love her. Give her back rubs. Play mud football with her. Play in the snow with her. Let her fall asleep in your arms. Call her... even if its just to say hi. Call her back if she calls you. Jump on the bed with her. Sing to her, no matter how bad you are. Carve your names into a tree. Get her mad, then kiss her. Push her on swings. Give her piggy-back rides. Stay up with her all night. Leave her little unexpected notes.. on the car, or on her door, or in her locker saying how much she means to you. Take her to romantic places and lay out blankets to look at the stars* Make up nicknames for each other. Show up at her school or class unexpectedly. Send flowers and dorky notes that only you two understand. Teach her guitar. Lend her your cds. Make her cds of songs that remind you of her. Write her letters. If she asks you to go to a show with her, go, even if it means a 5 hour car trip. Go out on a road trip even if theres no destination or you cant be gone long. Take her to cool shops, and let her take you to even cooler ones. Listen to her favorite songs. When shes sad or sick, hang out with her or stay on the phone with her, even if shes not saying anything. Buy her ice cream. Let her take all the pictures of you she wants. Look into her eyes. Slow dance with her, even if the music is fast. Make her a romantic dinner for special days. Remember dates.. even ones like your first kiss or date and surprise her on the anniversary. Kiss her in the rain. Kiss her in the snow... Kiss her when she least expects it.When you fall in love with her, tell her.<3

in ten years there's no way in hell we'll remember
all the boys we got with ; _all the girls we hated*
or how many crazy rules we [ b R o k E ] ;
just that we did it all * T 0 G E T H E R <3

it`s like once you`ve been hurt
you`re so scared to get attached
again’ youu have this fear that
every person youu start to fall for
is gonna break your heart.
& yOuR nAmE cAmE uP iN THE cONvErSaTiOn
::sOmeOne AsKed if i KnEw yOu::
[--[tHiNkiNg BaCk i SaiD]--]
...|oNcE|i|tHoUgHt|i|DiD|...

One hundred years from now...
it wont matter how you did on a test,
or how popular you were.
no one will care about how many hits you got in a baseball game.
it wont matter if you miss a day of school,
or what you got for your birthday.
your highest score on a computer game wont be remembered
or if your family had a swimming pool.
no one will care who came in first in that one race..
.it wont matter if your handwriting was messy,
or if all your artwork wasnt the best.
but, if you made life a little better...
for jus one person, thats what will be remembered.
thats what will matter..<3

It seems like some people
- - > make promises < - -
Just for the pleasure of
- - > breaking them < - -

So it's not going to be easy.
It's going to be really hard.
And we're going to have to work at this every day.
But I want to do that because I want you.
I want all of you, forever, every day
- The Notebook -

They didn't agree on much.
In fact they rarely agreed on anything.
They fought all the time and they challenged each other everyday...
- The Notebook -

` I wanna be the -reasøn- for the  s m i l e  on his face .
and the girl in his life who can *never* be  r e p l a c e d .
whenever I look into your eyes, Im hopelessly aware,
that the persøn I've waited my -life- for...Is 
- s t a n d i n g   r i g h t t h e r e -

*The only rule is don't be -boring-,
and dress cute wherever you go,
  life is too short to   b l  e n d   in*

It’s like we’re more than
friends but less than lovers


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